For once in life ,forget about what people will think about you and walk on the path you want to .Being a girl from a small town,I was told to behave in a particular manner ,I was many at times told to do things I didn’t wanted to ,which was okay but I hated the idea of someone telling me to do something.I did all those things only and only because I wanted to do it .Sometime my mother asked to perform some activities ,I did that not because she told me ,but because that taught me something .Sometimes as a child you are forced to do some stuff may be like may be cooking ,taking care of household things or may be little helps .I was sometimes thrashed for not doing what I was told to do but I never gave in .Not because I didn’t wanted to help but because I didn’t wanted to .I did only things that had some emotion attached to it .We all are like that I guess ,we like to be with people we like .We could pretend to like some people and may be not even pretend but our subconscious allows that decision .
Sometimes its good for us sometime its not .Some emotions that we experience might bring a change in our personalty ,but the key here is you yourself. My mother tells me that she couldn’t convince me to do anything even when I was small. And yes I almost forgot that was one of the reason I used to be happy all the time .Even as a kid I was fine being alone and playing .I have always applied this principle Sometimes its good for us sometime its not .Some emotions that we experience might bring a change in our personalty ,but the key here is you yourself. My mother tells me that she couldn’t convince me to do anything even when I was small. Nobody could make you happy or unhappy without your consent .
But lets be practical here we are supposed to have emotions so find a other way round .If it doesn’t give you happiness ,its not worth having.Just let it go .Be with people who are happy with you ,who could enjoy life with you and it should not be about nayone ,it must be about happiness .
You are your hurdle and your own rainbow !!!!!